After all this time, will you believe me if i told you i don’t have my own laptop, notebook, or the high end technology type writer?
You should believe me.. I don’t have my own laptop. Seriously!
That’s why tonight i borrowed my partner’s notebook.
My intention was to write an application letter, other thing always come as distraction.
Tonight, somehow i found out that my partner, the woman that i love actually has a blog that i never read before.
It’s a BIG surprise for me. How come after all this time she never told me?
I knew it all this time that she has something that i haven’t found yet. I even dream about it not too long ago.
On and on and on.. my mind busy.. thinking and digest the fact that i just found.
and boom, I realized that I could not do anything. Respect, openness, honesty, trust, are things that come naturally.
I wish someday she trust me enough, so that she can tell everything as she wish to me. But for this moment, I just have to be glad, that my partner can expressed her feeling freely in her writing.
